The Hamann Family

Abigail Theone Hamann

2011-05-03T13:52:00.001-07:00

Oh how the last six weeks have flown! God has blessed us with a daughter who truly lives up to her name, "giver of joy." Abigail Theone Hamann was born on March 15th, 2011. Weighing in at 7 lbs 7 ounces, she had already packed on three pounds by her six week appointment!

We are just in love...including big sister who cannot get enough of her. Madelines adjustment to Abigail has been so sweet...she is still adjusting to mommy and daddy not being focused on her all the time, and every week we have seen progress! It's good for her. And for us!

We cannot wait to be a part of what the Lord has for this little ones life!

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Oh Little Baby Girl

2011-02-28T14:38:00.001-08:00

As the final countdown is here until baby girl #2 arrives, I have been overwhelmed by so many emotions. I have had days where I am anxious, days where I am overjoyed, days where I am at peace, and days where I feel at war within myself. I know that God will work out everything, and I will look back on this post in a few months and probably laugh. However, today is where I am living and these feelings are very real and very valid.

Today I am reminiscing about our sweet Madeline Rose. Exactly two years, eight months, and three days ago our lives changed forever with her arrival. What a rich joy God has given us through her little life!

I have been busy packing bags for the hospital today and making a playlist for our time there, etc. One of the songs that I played brought me to tears...its's our "Maddie song" that we played over and over on the day she was born. I'm sitting and listening to it and bawling like a baby just remembering so many sweet moments with her. It made me want to post it along with pictures of how fast she's growing up!

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Mary Pondered These Things in Her Heart...

2010-12-26T12:00:00.001-08:00

So much of what happens during Christmas is external...it can be seen and experienced and measured with hugs, wrapping paper, Christmas cards and food. I was really struck by the passage in Luke 9:27 where the Word became flesh, bore to a teenager named Mary...and Luke says that "Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart." I think I was more convicted about the lack of "pondering" and "treasuring" that had taken place in my heart as I rushed to Target for the 30th time in a week or as I baked my eleventh batch of cookies. Praise the Lord for Scripture that knocks me outside the head when I need it (which is a lot). Slow down....treasure these truths, Rachel! That's what it is all about.

His Ways Are Not My Own...

2010-12-10T05:49:00.001-08:00

Every year in December, our church encourages it's members to be a part of a "Christmas Gathering." Christmas Gatherings are a Campus Crusade ministry that focuses on inviting neighbors over to get to know one another...and a speaker typically lays out the plan of salvation. The neighbor hosting then offers a follow up neighborhood Bible study to those who are interested. They go on all over the world and are VERY successful....as a matter of fact, there are many families in my church body who have come to know the Lord through a gathering.

So...this was my year. I have been feeling really led and compelled to reach out to my neighborhood for the Kingdom of Jesus since day one....I just didn't really know how. Most of my neighbors work full-time, there aren't many kids on my street, and a lot of them are my parents age. So Greg and I have been working on building what relationships we can with those around us...hoping that someday we will be able to bear fruit for Christ in those friendships.

I was really torn about the approach of the Christmas gathering...I didn't want it to be (for many) the first time these neighbors were in my home and then I launch a "Jesus grenade" at them. I typically believe that relational evangelism is how God has wired me. However, I knew that the Holy Spirit was leading me to host this party, and I went with it....through a series of events my speaker had to back out....and most of the neighbors I knew did not practice a faith at all could not make it.

Last night, six of the fifteen women I invited came over. I had women from my church and my family covering us in prayer. God did not dissapoint. It was an organic time together, where the conversational was intentional. I sat in silence (and awe) as I heard each neighbor share about her values, her faith, and how she lives that out.

I really feel that God orchestrated all the events leading up to last night (like the fact that NONE of my non-Christian neighbors could make it) in order to show me that His ways are not mine. My idea of what the night would look like was so different from what God had in store. Instead of laying out the plan of salvation tonight for the lost, He totally surprised me by revealing sisters in Him in my neighborhood to join in the pursuit of souls for His kingdom. I feel so encouraged and empowered by the Holy Spirit to continue to be intentional with these ladies and reach out TOGETHER for the lost.

So awesome is our God.

I know this is a lengthy read, and the last thing I want to do is come across like I am so great for doing this. My reason for sharing is to encourage you to be obedient to the Spirit's leading...God has such treasures along the way for the faithful. It only took me six years to learn that. I can't believe all the fear, rationalization, and procrastination that took place in my heart before the Spirit broke through and gave me courage. Now I feel as if a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders...and that I can continue on as Scripture and the Holy Spirit leads.

Catching Up

2010-11-08T12:31:00.000-08:00

Hamann Cousins Halloween 2010

Our little fairy princess!

My loves. Candy stores and Madeline.

Building a Fort with Daddy!

Praising God for a healthy baby girl! 21 weeks and counting...

Take delight in the LORD,

and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Commit your way to the LORD;

trust in him and he will do this:

He will make your righteous

reward shine like the dawn,

your vindication like the noonday sun.
Be still before the LORD

and wait patiently for him;

do not fret when people

succeed in their ways,

when they carry out their wicked schemes.

Psalms 37:4-7

Galatians 6:14

2010-09-16T06:46:00.000-07:00

But far be it from me to boast except in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ. Galatians 6:14

I have a lot of earthly things to be proud of in an earthly way. But lately I have been challenged by the Spirit to really take an inventory of my day, how I spend time talking, and what I communicate to others...am I boasting in the cross? Not my accomplishments through the cross, but the actual literal cross of Jesus Christ my Lord?

We all have goals. Physically, Financially, Relationally, etc. I just get so caught up in those goals sometimes that I forget that I am a dirty rotten sinner that is saved by the bloody cross of Jesus Christ. SAVED. That is worth bragging about.

Summer has come to an end....

2010-09-08T08:19:00.000-07:00

Maddie on a walk in Michigan with Nonny and Poppa

Her love of the summer: stuffed "amals"
March 22nd, 2011:)

Goofing off with Tay and Lyss

At the Bluebird in Michigan after having a ceremony for my Grandma, who passed away last September. It was her favorite place to take us.

And we are so ready for fall, which has always been my favorite. I have been feeling better in the pregnancy (I'm now 12 weeks) and have more energy to enjoy the outdoors when it's crisp and cool as opposed to hot and muggy. There is just too much to update on the past two months since I last blogged, so please enjoy the story that the pictures tell.:)

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2010-06-28T15:57:00.001-07:00

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A little bit, a little bit more....

2010-06-28T14:40:00.000-07:00

We just had Vacation Bible School last week (Madeline's 2nd birthday fell in the middle of it) and there was a simple song that she learned that we have been singing EVERY day in our household since. It actually sums up a lot of how the past few weeks have been for us!

Every day, I'm growing up, a little bit, a little bit
Every day, I do what's right, a little bit a little bit more.
I use my ears to hear God's Word
I use my eyes to see the world He's made
I use my hands to help my friends,
and that makes me want to shout HOORAY! HOORAY!

Madeline is indeed growing up, as it's hard to concede that our baby is now two years old. As joyful as she is, she has been pushing some limits (as any toddler does) with us, and we have to consistently respond, exhausting our energies sometimes as we look to the Lord to replenish. Every night we pray to Jesus, and apologize for "hi" (hitting) "rash" (scratching), "hay" (pulling hair), and "kook" (kicking). She doesn't really do these much, but she still says sorry to Jesus every night (maybe making up for what she's determining to do the next day!:)

So every day, she's doing what's right, a little bit, a little bit more:) And we are learning with her!

It's been a while...

2010-05-27T13:49:00.000-07:00

The family at Easter

Madeline and I at a Farmers Market

Big girl bed! She's done great with it!

Mads and Auds.

Last small group of the year! Love them!

And it's been a journey! As life is, too many things have gone down (and up, for that matter) to mention. We are LOVING this weather, and really appreciating our short walk to the local beach, park, and everything else that comes along with summertime!

God has moved in our family in several ways over the past few months. We are just so GRATEFUL to be placed on this earth, in this community, in this family for such a time as this. Something about this weather brings with it a new zeal for life and for our Purpose on this planet, amen?

Madeline is becoming quite the little two year old. I am personally loving this stage with her, where she is talking more, wanting to be mommy's helper, and also playing SO independently sometimes I wonder if she thinks I'm boring.:) We have been spending so much time outside, and I feel as if the possibilities are endless with this weather. We have quite a routine down now with life, and it's a beautiful thing!

But you know what they say...man plans his steps...:)

Where did our baby go?

2010-03-09T08:27:00.001-08:00

Madeline and her best friend, Audrey in their jammies

Watching daddy fix mommy's car!

Her new favorite boots...she wants to wear them to bed!

Coloring like a big girl!

Before bathtime with daddy...her favorite thing ever!

After bathtime with mommy...my favorite thing ever!

Happiness...

2010-02-17T07:57:00.000-08:00

small group girls at our winter retreat. Love them!

She was stuck in the snow!

Poppa Baker with the guitar

Ceecees first haircut! She did so well!

umm......

Usually during this time of the year I am just kind of down. The weather is yuck, and at times I feel like my spirit reflects the world around me instead of the Promise that I belong to.

This year feels differently. Something God is really kicking my butt on is my tendency to react. If a situation goes my way, I react with happiness. If something or someone doesnt meet my expectations, my response is one of indifference, hostility, or woundedness (is that a word?). TOO MUCH OF ME IS WAITING TO REACT TO THIS WORLD. It's like I'm waiting to live the life God has called me to depending on if everyone else is living theirs.

My Christian walk has become a reactive one. Not to God as much as to others.

When I die, and I stand before the Lord...I won't be able to say, "well....she started it" or "this situation didn't work in my favor" or whatever else it is that I tell myself. It's just my holy God, and my miserable self...and He is going to someday hold me accountable for my life REGARDLESS of what has been thrown at me, dealt to me, or said to me.

It's time for me to start living the way my God has called me to, regardless of what goes on around me in the Church, in my friends, in my family. I need, need, need to stop reacting to what is around me and START LIVING FOR WHAT IS INSIDE ME.

And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may PROVE what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God. Romans 12:2

Michael Jesse George

2010-01-23T07:42:00.001-08:00

Summer and Rick had a baby boy last night. He took a few short breaths in his mommy's arms and then went to the arms of Jesus. I am amazed at how Summer was truly living in the Spirit when I saw her and met thier precious Michael last night. I have never felt such peace in the midst of such overwhelming pain. It's like the presence of Jesus was so tangible in that room I was sure I was going to see Him standing there among the visitors. God really laid this hymn so heavily on my heart in that hospital room:

When peace like a river, attendeth my way
When sorrow like seabillows roll:
Whatever my lot, Though has taught me to say
It is well, It is well with my soul.

And, Lord, haste the day when my faith shall be sight,
the clouds be rolled back as a scroll;
the trump shall resound,
and the Lord shall descend, even so, it is well with my soul.

It is well with Michaels soul. And hasten the day, O Lord, when our faith shall be sight and we can see all those that we have lost in love to You.

Now the healing begins. Please pray for Summer, Rick, and Michaels' older siblings: Caden (6), Ellie (4), and Will (2).

You're the God of This City

2010-01-18T08:16:00.000-08:00

Please prayerfully consider giving of the resources God has blessed you with to Intrsct, an urban ministry based in Chicago that intersects the lives of recent college graduates and urban youth that truly makes an holy impact on all involved.

http://www.firstgiving.com/rachelhamann

It's such a feeling to be a part of God's moving in our next generation, amen?

A Busy Year Already!

2010-01-16T11:29:00.000-08:00

Maddie and Audrey playing in Oatmeal...
Madeline and Daddy at the Underwater Aquariam
at Mall of America
Maddie and Uncle Andy reading a book
She LOVES him!
Christmas Cuteness!

Hamann Cousins in matching PJ's. Thanks Grandma!

I can't believe that Christmas was only three weeks ago. It's insane how much can happen in such a short time! We just got back from visiting my dearest friend Nicole in Minnesota where I was able to be a part of a baby shower for her! She is due with her little baby girl so soon, and I cannot wait to meet this daughter of my bestie!

We have had a great time with family and friends this past month...God has shown me how truly blessed we are with the relationships we have. And I've been encouraged to be more intentional in loving on the people already in my life...so don't be surprised if you get a phone call sometime soon!

On a very sad note, my dear friend Summer is scheduled to be induced on January 25th. She will be 36 weeks and her baby has what is known as Potters Syndrome, a rare disorder where a baby does not develop kidneys in utero. The survival rate is 0%. But our God does not work within percentage rates, amen? We are ready for whatever God may allow to happen or may intervene from happening. Just as Shadrach, Meshech, and Abendnego prayed before they were thrown into a fiery furnace..."If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to save us from it...But even if he does not, we want you to know, O king, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up." Daniel 3:17-18.

Please continue for God's plan to unfold as He intends it to, and that Summer and her family will be surrounded by the peace only our Jesus can give.

I never knew...

2010-01-07T18:22:00.000-08:00

how it all looked from this angle. As a child, I didn't give a thought about how things were provided, where they came from, or who provided them. I just played along, went along and skipped along the path that was laid out for me. There wasn't really any analyzing, decision making, or nail biting about choices that would direct that path. At least from my end. If you showed me the "tapestry" of my life as a seven year old little girl, I would just say "that's nice" and run away to eat some more pop rocks.

As a parent, however, I am now realizing that the very path I skipped along was laid out in love by my mom and dad. Every brick that I stepped on had been prayerfully placed there...every fork in the road represented hours of discussion, supplication, and decision making on thier behalf.

I was holding Madeline tonight and just praying for her future...as always, feeling so helpless and wondering if I'm doing this whole mom thing right. It amazes me that I guess and second guess and pray and second pray, and she just goes about her day...not a thought going into the path that Greg and I are laying for her. And then there's those days that I don't second guess and I don't even first pray...and I wonder if I'm laying a crooked path for her?

It's like a needlepoint or cross-stitch, you know? From my end it looks so messy...and how can it possibly make a "big picture" for my daughter? Those days where I mess up a stitch and have to go over it again (is that how it works, cause that's how I'm imagining it) and I prick my finger and want to swear...and those days where I stitch flawlessly...all those days combined make a beautiful portrait on the other side...which is the side Maddie looks at. And says "that's nice"

What a huge, sometimes, daunting, responsibility this whole parenting thing is. I still can't believe that Madeline trusts me so blindly...and that God would love me enough to ENtrust me with his precious girl...

Six Years!

2009-12-21T20:47:00.001-08:00

Best decision of my life. Besides Jesus.

Lot's of things. Lot's of Pics! And videos!

2009-12-03T13:07:00.000-08:00

Greg and Mads putting up outdoor lights

Mommy and Sasa!

Up on stage at ComedySportz for my b-day!

Greggers and I on my birthday night out!

Summer, Adrienne, Christen and myself...and a night out on the town!

Maddie eating cookie dough. She would not let go of that bowl for her life.

Mmmmmm....

Yep, that is chicken on her face!

Maddie and Audrey picking apart a rotisserie chicken on my kitchen floor.

Sneaking a taste of frosting on Thanksgiving

Audrey and Maddie Dance Party USA! Love it!

The George Family

2009-11-22T12:40:00.001-08:00

In church this morning, our pastor spoke on the topic of a heart of gratitude. I was convicted by some of the descriptions he used to explain a heart of ungratefulness:

-unrealistic expecations of others
-forgetfulness of others acts of service towards us
-a sense of entitlement
-not taking the grace of God seriously

He told a fable of a Hungarian man who went to visit a Jewish rabbi. The Hungarian confessed to the rabbi that he was going crazy because there were nine people living in his one room home. Without hesitation the rabbi said, "Go home, and bring your goat into your home. Do this for seven days and come back." Of course after the seven days were through the man went back to the rabbi and was distraught. The goat was smelly, load, and was wreaking havoc on the nine people who lived in this one room home. I'm sure you can tell where this parable is going. The rabbi told the man to remove the goat and come back in another week. When the man returned for the last time, his countenance was completely changed. He was rejoicing that he was able to spend time with his family without the nasty goat interferring.

One of my dearest friends, Summer, and her family are walking through what I would consider a house with many goats right now. And yet they rejoice. It puts my petty grievances to shame. Seeing how Summer and her husband Rick will yet praise thier Jesus in the midst of this trial overwhelms me and humbles me to the point of no words. Watching them continue to minister to others in our church through their pain is such a testimony to how the Lord doesnt call us to just sit and feel sorry for ourselves when life seems like it's too much. Seeing them love thier three children (and one another) so tenderly and intenionally through this challenges me to be more purposeful with my own family.

Our pastor had this quote that left me so convicted:

"Gratitude is not about changed circumstances, rather it is about a changed heart in the midst of unchanged circumstances."

To read more about Rick and Summers journey and to join us in faithfully praying for the Lord to continue carrying them through, please visit:

http://www.graceeffect.blogspot.com/

Its been a while

2009-11-18T07:44:00.001-08:00

And much has happened in our hearts, our home, and our lives. I will let the pics speak for themselves.

So we got a new computer and I'm not quite sure how to rotate pics yet...

The cutest!

Maddie and the one year old Hamann cousins!

Mads and Auds!

Maddie clowning around

Sanctus Reel Concert with my awesome small group girls

Oy. We spent hours raking...and only got 1/4 of the leaves in bags!

Greg trained for, ran in, and did awesome in the Chicago Half Marathon!

Love the nieces and nephews. During a campout we had in the backyard.

This little lady loves everything mommy (and daddy) wear! Hilarious!.

Woodard Family Benefit Concert

2009-09-27T17:28:00.000-07:00

I know I havent blogged in forever, our computer is busted and I am using one at church. I wish I could upload pics of life right now, especially Madeline who is just growing up so quickly I feel like if I blink...

Some of our dearest friends have walked through a trial that many of us parents couldnt even imagine. Throughout it all they have trusted thier Jesus and He has proven His love to them over and over again. We are hosting a benefit concert this Friday, October 2nd for them to assist with the financial burden of their story...please consider giving.

For the Woodards testimony, please visit: http://www.woodardhappenings.blogspot.com
Click on the "Jacksons Story"

Besties, Roomies, and Family! Who could ask for more?

2009-07-29T09:03:00.000-07:00

Bestie Nicole and I enjoying a night out with Trish and Em!

Mommies and the babies! (Nicole has one of Trish's=)

So cute! Big girl Halle showing madeline and jack the ropes at the spray park

Maddies headband from auntie trishnee!

Emily and Jackers

Cutest little Will Greenfield! What a perfect little baby boy!

Halle, Myself, and Madeline

Maddie rockin out in Tomahawk!

I didn't have a swim diaper, so...

Cutest little sassers!

Kelly and her BF Michael hanging with Mads

this is the best shot out of 100 or so of us trying to get her to sit with Ethan!

If I had to pick the perfect two weeks of life it would be time spent with those that know me deeply and still love me nonetheless. That leaves Jesus, good friends, and family (by default. you have to love me. you are stuck with me). After my fabulous monkey mommy weekend, my best friend Nicole came to visit for a couple of days, and a couple days later we were joined by my dear friend Trisha (who hails from Idaho) and her two beautiful children, Halle and Will. A day later came another dear friend and former Judson roomie, Emily, (who hails from hong kong) with her son Jack. What a wonderful, wonderful time we had! It was new trying to navigate being intentional with one another with four kids needing our attention, but I think we did a great job of it! We had a babysitter one night and went out just the four of us and it was like old times. Opinions as strong as ever, but it would'nt be like old times if we didn't share them...very reminiscent of college days!:) I just loved every minute of it.

The same day that the girls left, Greg, Maddie and my sister ADrienne and I packed up the jeep and headed up to Tomahawk, Wisconsin, to visit my brother & sister in law, Hannah, and our newest nephew, Ethan David. My whole family (except for Kyle) was able to be up there together for a few days and it was exactly what I needed. Hysteria, I tell you, when my sisters and mom and I get together. The men of the family know to step back when the hyenia laughter starts...because then the crying starts...then the almost throwing up from laughing too hard starts...and then the Adrienne getting annoyed because I don't know how to turn it off starts....=) I loved it. Even though Maddies head was probably spinning from having two weeks of visitors and kids in our house and then travelling up to Tomahawk...she held up really well. She is proving to be quite the budding socialite. Anyone suprised? It's in her blood, folks! Enjoy the pics.

Our Summer Thus Far!

2009-07-13T13:31:00.001-07:00

Hot mommas! Watchout!
Caden and Evelyn at the spray park.

My mishy moo. And her baby too! (11 wks and counting!)

Oh the jokes we could have made about this one! Chrissy and her meatballs.

Sand mustache!

Madeline, Jackson, Eveyln, Everett & Kiara all in PJs!

More beach pics!

Maddie and Evelyn were all about it!

I love how the vent is blowing Evelyns hair up in this pic!

Maddie at the beach down the street from our house...it's her favorite!

Sandy booty girl!

We heart the spray park!

My high school girls and Summer downtown for pedis.

Aren't they the cutest? They're (sniff) all growned up!

What a wonderful summer we've had so far. We have been so busy, but we like it that way! In between all of our family and friend gatherings and our mini vacations, Madeline has really started turning into a little girl. Walking is now her preferred method of transportation, and if I try to play some of the "crawl and chase" games that we used to she looks at me like "mom...that was SO last month!" She now answers every question with a "yetch" (yes) even if she doesn't understand what I am asking. At her one year check up she was 17 lbs, 9 oz., and 29.5 inches! She finally has doubled her birthweight!

We had a wonderful visit with Carol and Caden Dieringer, Michelle and Evelyn Swidrak, Christen and Everett Kim, and Kandy, Jackson, and Addison Woodard! Five moms and six kids in one house for a weekend while our "better halves" went on thier annual camping trip. We got a babysitter Saturday night for the kiddos and got all dolled up and went out for the worlds longest dinner ever! It was such an intentional and incredible time. Love you girls!

I have had some really sweet times with the highschool youth group that I am a part of. The four girls that I have been mentoring/discipling for three years just graduated. To have a last hurrah with them my dear friend Summer and I took them downtown and treated them to pedicures! It was fun...driving in Chicago always flusters me...but it was a perfect note to end this chapter of my relationship with them. Now I have started meeting with a group of six soon-to-be sophomore girls who are just so honest and excited about Jesus! Can't wait till our small group starts up! I love this ministry. So life-giving.

I just love summer! There's so much to do and everyone seems to be in town and it's just so lovely. This next weekend my besties/roomates from Judson are coming in for a few days and I'm so freaking excited! I can't wait for Jack and Halle and Wille and Maddie to all play together. So fun. And then Greg and I head up to Wisconsin for the last part of the week to vacay with my whole family...and Maddie can play with her cousin Ethan! Who is such a butterball of love I can't even stand it! God is so good to allow all of us to have these precious moments with family and friends on this earth. He really is.

Sasa is One!

2009-07-01T07:39:00.000-07:00

Everyone tells me how I need to hold on to these moments with Madeline because she will be all grown-ded up before I know it. I swear I'm listening...but she is still turning more and more into a little girl every day! Does anyone have a shrinking gun? Or better yet, a freezer gun? I just want to bottle up her innocence and sweetness and save it for the days that I know are to come (teenageship) so I can remember....these precious moments. In the same breath, I am enjoying watching her develop into a little character...even with her naughty moments. The word "NO" is most definitely being used around the Hamann household more than ever before!

We were so blessed to be surrounded by such a supportive group of family and friends for Maddies first birthday party! Both Greg and I were saying that we haven't had that many people together that we love in once place since our wedding day, and we were definitely feeling the LOVE from everyone last Saturday! Thanks you guys! My favorite moment was definitely Madeline eating that first piece of cake...she ate the entire thing, refused for me to take her out of her highchair, and then preceded to LICK off her whole tray. Frosting in the nose, in the eyes, in the hair and cake in the ears. Oh the joy! Enjoy the pics from this wonderful day!

Hiding Behind a Blog

2009-06-17T12:34:00.000-07:00

One of my biggest fears with my blogging is that it will turn into some sort of social avenue for me. Not an avenue, I guess, but more like a lifestyle. Or maybe a copout for reality.
I can see where it would be very easy to get carried away with blogs, facebook, and twitter. I feel like I can be lost for an hour or so in this alternate universe of internet and not even realize it. When I start to realize that I'm even remotely sad that I don't have comments on any of my posting God gives me a swift kick in the pants. Am I so prideful that I would actually experience any kind of emotions attached to others reactions to what I write about my life and my child? Wow. Wow. wow. wow. Am I that important? Are my thoughts that provoking?

Have social interactions and community and fellowship been substitutd for a cyber version of reality? Do I make subtle hints at people in my blog but I'm too cowardly to talk about it face to face? Am I keeping up on my internet postings but not pursuing fellowship and accountability in real life? Is my blog just a way for me to show everyone how awesome I am and how perfect my life and my family are? Am I coming to my computer on a daily basis before I am coming to the throne of my God? Am I writing more about God than actively seeking Him? I am embarrassed to say...yes...to some of the questions above...and sometimes to most of the others. And no to the one about God.

Being a mom that stays at home, I fully understand how confining it can be to have a napping child or one that is about to or needs this that and the other thing. And I love being able to catch up with family and friends and to feel like I'm part of the lives of those that live so far away. I am not against blogging or the internet. Clearly. I just really pray that I don't use my blog for anything other than I've intended...to glorify the Lord...to share what He is doing in my heart and my home. And what He is doing it with my heart right now is just breaking it over my sins of selfishness and pride.

The internet is such an opportunity to "so shine our light before men." Not an opportunity to shine myself. Lord I'm sorry that I haven't seen it before...

We're Baaaaaaack!

2009-06-15T18:33:00.000-07:00

Mads and Tay-Tay yukking it up in the Dells!
Mommy and Maddie...with sunscreen on her scalp! Yum.

EEthan and Madeline...the pacifier is in there so she doesn't eat him!

Daddy and Maddie...they had SO much fun splashing around together!

Baker Cousins!

It feels good to be back in the blogging world! After three weeks of no internet, Comcast had a deal that we could afford and so here we are again! We have had a lot happen in the past month...from visiting our newest nephew (and first Baker cousin) Ethan to visiting my best friend Nicole in Minnesota with Maddie (first plane trip with her!) and then going to the Dells with Greg's family...which was Madeline's first pool and waterpark experience! We've kept busy for sure!!!! In the meantime, Maddie has started taking some steps on her own (16 steps in the dells!) and is calling me "mama" and Greg "dada"! I cannot believe that she is going to be one next week. Thank you Jesus for allowing us one year with this wonderful blessing.

Hot Date Night and Maddies One Year Pics!

2009-05-20T13:08:00.001-07:00

Greg and I had a blast being able to go downtown to the Mat Kearney/Keane concert last saturday. It was so fun to catch dinner and then just be together while watching the talent and phenomenon that is Mr. Mat Kearney! I just love intentional time...actually I loved the drive down there more than anything because lately in the car is where some of our more intentional conversations happen...there's nothing else to distract us! The best part of the night was coming home to Maddie, waking her up and having her snuggle us both in bed while all three of us fell asleep...

The next day we not only attended our nephew JPs dedication service at Harvest, but we also had Madelines 1 year photo shoot. Funny that she's only eleven months (not even...) but Julie Montgomery, photgrapher extrodinaire, was in town from Ohio and we wanted her to do Maddies one year shoot! What amazing photos! Of course we're a little biased about the subject...

Check them out at: http://stinkyfeet.smugmug.com/gallery/8270329_hNjiF#P-9-12

Maddies Little Adventures...

2009-05-04T09:27:00.001-07:00

Nakey Baby!
Her new favorite thing...pulling ALL the books off of her shelf...again...and again...

Madeline downtown Chicago...she hates the grass and tries to lift up both feet when sitting!

Gorillas I think?

My sister Adrienne and I took Madeline to the zoo for the first time a couple of weeks ago. She could care less about the animals, but she was really excited to be around all those people! Madeline is becoming more and more a people person where she is just randomly waving at people, the meaning of some cute words...if I or Greg say "kiss" or "dance" or "wave" or a number of other things, she will just do her thing! Love it.

I'm starting to nurse Madeline less and less, which I am really okay with. She eats food like a horse (and is as skinny as a greenbean) and is needing breastmilk less these days. It gives Greg and I the freedom to be out more on our own...we went to a wedding a couple of weeks ago where we were gone for more than ten hours, and she did great with Grandma and Grandpa! Those times with my hubby are so precious to the both of us and we are looking forward to our first night away together...whenever that may be!!!!

Easters & Such...

2009-04-23T19:02:00.000-07:00

Bunny froo froo!
Madeline and her bestie Audrey at church!

Little stinker smile!

The Baker Girls

Madelines' First Egg Hunt...and Easter Basket!

What a fun thing having a little dolly (I mean, daughter) to dress up for Easter! Because Madeline clearly does not comprehend the importance of the death and resurrection of our Jesus, I might have gotten a little carried away in the other, not so important stuff. Which is why church is such a blessing. After running around the house and making sure that we matched as a family and we have all the food for our various gatherings as well as this that and the other thing, I found myself with a moment of rest during our church service...and it struck me that Jesus could care less about ham and jello molds. And whether or not Maddie could keep her bow in her hair or not. He had risen indeed...and the realization flooded me with warmth, humility, and peace. Thank you Jesus, that you loved ME and my family enough to do this. May I remember this throughout my lifetime...not just on any given Sunday.

Cleveland Rocks!

2009-04-08T19:40:00.000-07:00

Mish and I out...way too late at night!
Jackers! Such a character.

Maddie and Evelyn

We tried to get them to pose...this is the best they could do!

There's something so renewing about being with old friends. Although we get to see our friends fairly often, we don't get to live with them and road trip with them! Greg, Maddie and I went with the Dieringers, Woodards, and Kims to visit our dear friends John & Michelle Swidrak and they're precious daughter Evelyn. It was hectic, with five kids under two (and another one about to enter this world...so is that half?) and two hotel rooms...but it was so worth the chaos. Greg and his monkey boys got to go out for the afternoon and do what they do best...which is...what is it, exactly? Not sure.=) And us mommies hung out with the kiddos until they returned where we hit up the town! I haven't been out that late in a long time!

What a whirlwind of a blessing of a trip that was! Madeline LOVED following the big kids around, since she is the only one crawling she would just chase after Caden, Evelyn, Jackson and Everett! She had a cough and a fever, but still behaved like a champ!

Love to Worship?

2009-04-07T12:51:00.001-07:00

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It's beginning to look a lot like...spring....no winter...no...what?

2009-04-03T06:26:00.000-07:00

Maddie and her bestest buddie Audrey (1 week apart!)
Oh yeah....thanks for the sunglasses Claudia & Becky! They finally fit!

Daddy and Maddie on the slide!

Maddie on her favoritist...the swing! Greg just built one in the backyard for her too!

During the brief periods of sunshine that we've been having, I like to take Madeline outside as it turned into fall and winter and she really hasn't had a chance to be outside much! And she LOVES it! It has been so fun having these "firsts" with our baby girl. She is now giving kisses (with her mouth open and tongue hanging out) and climbing up the stairs, standing on everything! We have now officially baby proofed our humble home. She also has her first cough...wah!

Thank you for your prayers for my grandma. She is doing better, although a full recovery is looking not so likely! We have a huge praise too...my older brother and his wife Hannah just brought a new baby boy into the world yesterday morning! "Baby Baker" is doing great, Hannah was a rockstar and pushed through with NO MEDS! They are still deciding on a name...so I will wait to make my official post until they do.

These pictures are from over the past month...enjoy!

Where to begin?

2009-03-13T10:47:00.000-07:00

Greg and the boys in Vail?
He would be so mad if he knew I posted this pic...he thinks his face looks fatabulous!

Maddie doing "So Big!" She claps and waves now too! Oh man.

Washing off after a messy dinner of finger foods!

Maddie just had four teeth come in on top...and makes this "cute ugly face" as we like to call it!

I don't even know which order these pictures should go in...the last few weeks have been such a blur of family, friends, and Maddie milestones! Greg went snowboarding with some buddies from church a couple of weeks ago, and had such a blast! While he was gone, my best friend Nicole (and we were too busy talking to take pictures again...darnit!) and her husband Andy came down from St. Paul for the weekend. It was so wonderful, except for my sick little dearie Madeline. When Greg came home we immediately took Madeline to the doctor where we discovered her first ear infection. Sigh. Now that we are over all of that, it's just crazy to watch Maddie discover and learn new things. Sigh again. Our little babers is growing up....

Three weeks ago my grandma Jean had a stroke. She is in the hospital rehabilitating right now, but the doctors aren't sure she will walk again. This is a really tough blow because Grandma Jean is really independent. We went to visit her a couple of weeks ago and it's so hard to see someone you love in such a state. Please pray for her and my Grandpa John along with my parents...as my dad is her only child and they are pulling 24 hour days trying to help in any way they can!

This one is for you em...

2009-02-22T14:03:00.000-08:00

Maddie's first Valentine...Jack Thompson!

2009-02-22T13:40:00.000-08:00

Our little lovebug!
Jack is the most smiley baby ever!

Ah...young love!

Maddie and Taytay on hearts day!

Chef Lukas makes some cookies with mommy!

I wasn't so sure how to celebrate Maddie's first Valentine day, and I knew when she saw the big heart balloon in Walmart and shrieked and laughed so hard that it was a simple choice for a gift! We went out to breakfast with daddy to celebrate love day and then went over to her cousin Lukas, Alyssa & Taylors house to make cookies and drop off thier Valentines day goody bags! So fun. A few days later Madeline fell in love...with my dear friend Emily's son, Jack! They stayed at our house for a day in between O'Hare visits (they live in Hong Kong) and Jack and Maddie just LOVED each other! What a blessing it was to visit with such dear friends.

Our Maddie & Daddy Party...

2009-02-19T20:45:00.000-08:00

The Bakers & Hamanns...our house was overflowing! Love it.
Maddies cross cookies I made for her dedication.

It's cool. Maddie drove to her aunt Hannahs shower!

Blurry...but wonderful!

We were so blessed to have family in town for my brother & sister-in-laws baby shower. We decided to make a weekend out of it and dedicate Maddie & have a celebration afterwards for not only that, but for Greggers 28th birthday. Madelines dedication was emotional...at one point our pastor asked the congregation if they would stand beside us in raising our daughter to know & follow hard after Jesus. It was such a full circle moment for me. When I looked out into the church and saw faces that I have been blessed to minister to, I also saw faces of people that will play a part in my own little girls salvation. And of course with both my and Greg's families there, it was just perfect. And Greg is pretty cool too. I love my family!

Our Not so much Cuddlebug

2009-02-01T14:25:00.000-08:00

One of Maddies favorite things to do is look out our front window. We do it three or four times a day, and at night, she can see her reflection....on this particular night, she was a bit sleepy, and unlike herself, she snuggled into our couch and stayed there for a few minutes. Madeline has her daddy's "on-the-go" personality and isn't really into the whole cuddling thing. So when she does...it's so precious.

The Big Picture...

2009-01-27T08:32:00.000-08:00

I have been journaling to Madeline since my pregnancy...partially for her so she can look back on it and know in how much love she was created and raised, and partially for myself so I can remember this precious time, which does go by so fast! I don't want to sound morbid, but in the back of my mind I can't help but think that if I don't live to see Maddie grow up that she will still know me through my letters to her. So I write about life, marriage, her, her father, and so on...I was writing my latest entry today that ended up convicting me...so I thought I would share...

Dearest Darling Madeline,

You are currently screaming your lungs out in your crib. All I want to do is run in there and rock you to sleep, but I know that the second I put you down you will wake up again wanting more. It is so hard for me as your mommy to let you cry, but I know that right now this is what is best for you. You already know, at seven months of age, that if you cry hard enough and long enough that I will come and there will not be a nap. The problem is, love, that you need this nap more than you know. So here I am and there you are...

I know that this is such a small example of "tough love" but it's only the beginning. Maddie-I don't know when you will be old enough to understand this, but there will be many times in your life when your father and I will make decisions that seem cruel and unfair in the moment...but in hindsight will be crucial in forming your character and who God wants you to be. Imagine if mommy and daddy said "yes" to everything you wanted! You would be a 200 pound five year old running into walls and kicking people in the shins all day long. I'm sure you will be furious with us and possibly (no, probably) even say hurtful things...and that will be so hard for us. In case you will ever wonder, I can tell you right now, in the moment, we will struggle with wanting to make you happy. Even now, at seven months old, you will cry if I take away something small that you "found" that might choke you. When you cry, I automatically question myself. Your cries are already heartbreaking to me. I can't imagine how much more difficult it will be when you find words...

As I write this, I am struck with my own life and my relationship with God. Many times I haven't understood how He could close certain doors or chapters in my life. Many times I have been upset with Him for taking away seemingly "perfect" opportunities. I haven't been able to see beyond my own desires and circumstances. But our God is an all knowing God. He sees the big picture. He knows that there is a lesson to be learned in hearing "no" or "not right now." He knows which doors I need to walk through and which ones I need to have slammed in my face in ordre to become more like Him...who He wants me to be....who He wants us to be. I wonder how heartbreaking it is for God when I shake my fist at Him, or say hurtful things to Him? Wow. Mommy is learning a lot from watching your life, my little one...

So, my darling daughter, you are finally peacefully asleep in your crib. All I wanted to do, in my moment of weakness, is take you in my arms and rock you to sleep. But mommy is trying to see the bigger picture...

Mommy

Our New Year Thus Far....Sort of!

2009-01-16T09:11:00.000-08:00

Eating Big Girl Food...sort of!

Transitioning out of the swaddle...sort of!

Talking....sort of!

More Pics from the Wedding!

2009-01-08T11:35:00.001-08:00

The girls...Nine bridemaids! Oh wow!

Helping Adge get her dress on!

Me and Mads on the dance floor...in her PJs!

Why are they so small? Rats!

Adrienne and Jordan's Wedding & Maddies First Tooth!

2009-01-03T20:14:00.000-08:00

What an incredible event. Not the teeth...the wedding....but the Maddies teeth are pretty cool too! I am so proud to say that my little sister, Adrienne, is now Mrs. Jordan Bley! I have never seen such a beautiful bride and such a passionate couple....they belong together. And now they are! The only thing I would have changed is me not losing my camera....thus....I don't really have any pictures to post other than ones I've pirated off of other peoples facebooks. Maddie did great, staying up (in what is becoming her true fashion) until eleven when we started heading home. She was rocking that dance floor in her PJ's! this morning when we woke up I noticed that her tongue looked a little like she had bitten it....which she would need a tooth to do....and lo and behold! What a crazy and joyful and emotional past couple of weeks it has been!

Cutest Christmas Cousins!

2008-12-28T12:22:00.001-08:00

Madeline's First Christmas(es)!

2008-12-28T12:08:00.001-08:00

Maddie and Cousin J.P!
We love Nana!

Cousin Taylor and Madeline with matching knit caps!

(Courtesy of Grandma Hamann)

Opening presents Christmas morning

Maddies' favorite gift ever...her doll. (She thinks it's real.)

We had such a fun time celebrating our four different Christmases! What a joy to have her in our lives. I feel like Christmas this year struck me in such a different way than those before. I look at my daughter and I'm so overwhelmed by love for her...by curiousity about what kind of young woman she will become...by fear of what this world could do to her. I cannot even imagine what Mary must have felt looking down at her son...her perfect Son...and knowing that He would become a Saviour to all mankind. I cannot even fathom that....

We love our friends!

2008-12-28T11:58:00.001-08:00

We have had such a great time visiting with friends these past few weeks. My dear friend Emily and her husband Bryan came in from Hong Kong and we were able to meet up with them for a few hours! And meet their darling son Jack! Madeline was pretty smitten with him, and we can't wait until they come and visit us for a few days in February! We also had a blast at Greg's company Christmas party...Greg is so fortunate to work with such great friends. Maddie and I were able to go out to breakfast with my two bestest friends ever from highschool...Maggie and Ann! So much fun! We are blessed.

At Last....Five Years of Mr. and Mrs!

2008-12-19T07:32:00.000-08:00

I can't possibly even try to wrap words around what we've shared through the last five years of marriage. Thank you for your patience, your devotion, and the best gift of all...our sweet baby girl. I love you buttons. Here's a little throwback to our first dance as Mr. and Mrs. Hamann....

Getting Ready for the Holidays....

2008-12-13T10:45:00.000-08:00

We have had so much fun in preparation of this Christmas! I'm totally making a big deal out of it being Maddie's first Christmas, even though she won't know the difference! I can't wait to start traditions as a family during the holidays...I might be one of those over-the-top moms with that kind of stuff...don't say I didnt' warn you! Also...Maddie's new thing is to try to sit up whenever she is in a reclining position. Her highchair is reclined and she pulls herself up on the tray and proceeds to eat/lick/headbutt the tray...so....we are so proud!

Oh yeah....I eat food now!

2008-12-03T10:54:00.000-08:00

I've been meaning to post this video for a while...Madeline started eating food when she turned five months...and she is LOVING it! So cute.

Birthday Bash! Maddie's First Thanksgiving! Adrienne's Wedding Shower!

2008-12-01T13:58:00.001-08:00

What a wonderful past couple of weeks we have had! I celebrated my 28th birthday on the 21st of November...and my wonderful husband threw me a surprise birthday party! Maddie had her first (two) Thanksgivings, and she feasted on her very first taste of sweet potatoes! And the Hamann cousins took an updated matching t-shirt picture. Last Saturday we threw my sister Adrienne a wedding shower...it went so well and WOW! that wedding is coming up SO fast! It was so great having Ryan and a very cute and pregnant Hannah in town...Maddie got lots of snuggies in with them. It was such a blessing spending quality time with both our families...we have a lot to be thankful for!

Maddie hearts her new snowsuit...And Aunt Kelly!

2008-11-17T08:48:00.000-08:00

Our friends gave us a brand new snowsuit that thier daughter didn't wear last year...and we tried it out a week ago when Greg was working in the back yard. Hilarity! It's still way too big for Madeline. We also had a surprise visit from Aunt Kelly this weekend...Maddie missed her so! We cannot WAIT for the holidays for family time and Adriennes wedding!

I have no greater joy...

2008-11-10T13:34:00.000-08:00

I'm sure that most mom's can relate with what I'm about to share....I want to write this down so that I remember this..sometimes when I look at Madeline I have these overwhelming revelations about love. I get so choked up even writing about it because it's such an emotional undertow... Never in my lifetime have I been so needed and loved as I am when my little girl looks up at me. She looks up at me with eyes that tell me I am it. Greg and I have been charged with the awesomest responsibility of raising this little one, and at times when I hold her...I am, again, overwhelmed with it all. I was listening to a worship song on my computer the other day, and it's one of my favorites. I started dancing with Madeline and the words just completely saturated me. All of a sudden I was singing the words to her. I wanted her so badly to understand that My Savior can move mountains...and He is might to save...and someday...He will become the Saving Grace in my little Madelines life. That is the cry of my heart...and sometimes I feel that so deeply that there is a physical ache deep in my soul... If I have one wish for you, my little girl...it's that you would know Jesus Christ as your best friend, your teacher, and your Lord. If I had one prayer for you, it would be that you would make Him known. And to that end I will pray for the rest of my days...

Our Little Pumpkin's First Halloween! (And More!)

2008-11-04T13:06:00.000-08:00

Our little sweetheart is four months old! Craziness! We had so much fun celebrating Madelines first Halloween. Nonny and Poppa came over to see her and we passed out candy and watched the cuties trick or treat. Then we were off to Milwaukee Saturday for Grandma Hamann's memorial service. Her life lived for the Lord is such an inspiration to both Greg and I, and we are so excited to pass that rich heritage onto Maddie. From Milwaukee we drove with Adrienne another six hours to St. Paul to see Nicole and Andy. What a refreshing weekend, and it was so meaningful for me to watch madeline with her Auntie Nicki-Nic and Uncle Andy. Love it! As wonderful as the past few days were, it's always so great to come home....

From Spitting up to Ribbons and Bows...we Got it All!

2008-10-24T19:12:00.000-07:00

We have had a fun-filled few weeks of playdates (which are more for mommy than Maddie) and our own playtime at home. Madeline is really starting to grab at things and gnaw on things (my chin is bruised, it's okay) and just become more playful in general! LOVING IT! She also spits up on me a lot. Not so much loving it, but it makes for some funny pictures! I am trying to put bows in her hair, but it's just so wispy. Not quite sure what to do with the whole "mullet in back, bald spot in the middle and faux-hawk on top" look! Greg's Grandma Hamann passed away this last Wednesday on her 101st birthday. We will all miss her but celebrate because she is with her Jesus and with her husband whom she hasn't seen for 25 years. Besides that one sad note, we are really excited about our first Halloween, our trip to Minnesota to see Auntie Nikki-Nik and our good friends Trish and her daughter Halle visiting us from Idaho in a couple of weeks! So much to celebrate!

Good Times in Michigan

2008-10-10T12:50:00.000-07:00

We had a lot of fun in Michigan. My mom came to help out with Madeline and it ended up the stinker-butt cried nonstop for her. She's starting to just want mommy these days, and I ended up bringing Maddie to the wedding reception! She fell asleep in her carseat for a bit (below) but woke up in time to have her first dance with daddy! It was so great catching up with such good friends...a bit different having a baby this time around...but really refreshing nevertheless. Maddie and I went Sunday morning to visit our good friend Kristin and her son Wyatt and daughter Lily. It was so nice to catch up with them (brief, but nice) and Madeline enjoyed it as well.=). I wish I had good pictures of the visit, but they are two year olds and don't stay still very long!

The Latest...

2008-10-03T20:32:00.000-07:00

I'm sure Madeline is so sick of my camera at this point...but I'M THE MOM! So there. Maddies favorite thing right now is her little "blankie buddy" (Thanks O'Malleys)...she loves to grab on to it and lick it like she's a cat. We love our little weirdy. She turned 14 weeks this week and as much as I hate to say it...it's happening SO fast!
Right now we're working on bedtimes at night...she likes to stay up late with us, but I like my husband and want to spend time alone with him...so....again...I'M THE MOM! We've let her cry it out a little bit, but as tough as it is, I need to remember the great advice I once heard...to not listen to the crying as much as what she is saying through her crying...meaning that when she wails it just means she's exhausted and doesn't know what to do with herself.

This weekend we are headed off to Michigan to see our friend Dan get married! We are excited because a bunch of our friends are heading up and staying in hotels...and I get to visit my dear friend Kristin who lives up there as well for a bit. Madeline is coming with us, and so is my mom...who was gracious enough to offer her babysitting for the weekend!

Something to Say!

2008-09-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

Please excuse my annoying mommy voice. Greg hates it, but it really gets a response out of Maddie!=) We had just taken her out of the bath and she was talking up a storm!

Busy Few Weeks!

2008-09-20T21:00:00.000-07:00

We have had a busy, busy start to this fall! We are finally getting back into the swing of things...after being out of the loop for a while with Maddie. Not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but we are just navigating through our committments and really attempting to do what's best for our family! Here's a couple of pictures from the past few weeks....Madeline is loving her front packs and is also loving all the big kids we've been spending time with! Here's her with Ethan and Savanna, the kids I used to nanny for. They spent the night last weekend!

Polka Dot Girl...

2008-09-04T18:09:00.001-07:00

Maddie sitting up like a big girl....

and then not so much....

Down for the count....
Our daughter, the chair licker!

Labor Day Weekend!

2008-09-04T17:57:00.000-07:00

We had a great weekend with my brother and sister-in-law Hannah! They came down to meet Madeline and to visit the family, and it was just such a great weekend. We went downtown, and Maddie went to her first concert (my aunt's CD release party) ever. Madeline was loving on her Uncle Ryan and Aunt Hannah big time. We also had another special visitor this weekend, my aunt Rosie, who came out from California. It was so great for Madeline to meet her...we can't wait to see them again! Such exciting times in my family!

Girlfriends got something to say!

2008-08-26T14:00:00.000-07:00

Such a Busy Few Weeks!

2008-08-26T13:44:00.000-07:00

We've had a whirlwind these last few weeks, but they have all been very good things! From celebrating the birth of J.P and celebrating Adge and Jordan's engagement to having our good friends the Swidraks visit us, it has been such a great way to end the last few weeks of summer. We have been able to finally be out and about, and little Maddie girl loves the sunshine (and boat trips, we have learned)! We just got back from her two month visit, and Madeline is super duper long and still such a skinny girl...she is 24 inches, 11 pounds, and I forgot her head, but it's in the 75th percentile. I think she'll have daddies build...lucky girl! She is cooing and shrieking and just being so much darn fun it's hard to put her down sometimes! Maddie is finally sleeping in her crib at night, and usually makes it until morning time, although I get up to check on her so many times that I haven't slept through the night yet! Oh man! She's starting a "male pattern baldness" as well...awesome...I am finding her hair everywhere! Auntie Nic is going to be nervous for her, I just know it!=) We find ourselves really enjoying this stage and finally falling into more of a parenting pattern. We're looking forward to this Labor day weekend, Uncle Ryan and Aunt Hannah are going to come down from Wisconsin to meet little Madddie girl!

Madeline's Photo Shoot!

2008-08-18T09:49:00.001-07:00

I don't know how to delete the smaller one. Anyways, Madeline had her pictures taken about 2 1/2 weeks ago and she was awake for the whole thing! Some of them turned out really cute...it's amazing how much bigger she is already from them! If you want to, check them out at:

http://www.sylverstudio.com and the username is rachelhamann@hotmail.com password: jeanette.

A Baby and a Wedding: What a great week!

2008-08-13T09:23:00.000-07:00

We had a great week last week. My sister Adrienne became betrothed (love it) to her boyfriend Jordan, who we all LOVE! AND we had the newest (and final, for a while) addition to the Hamann family in our little nephew J.P., who was born to Rob , Kelly, and big sister Mary on Tuesday, August 5th. You have to check out his hair! It's so wonderful to be able to celebrate such blessings with our families. AND Madeline is not only the cutest soon-to-be flower girl ever, but she is also a big cousin now! All ten pounds of her!

Mommy and Maddie!

2008-08-08T21:00:00.000-07:00

All Smiles!

2008-08-08T14:56:00.001-07:00

Madeline has started to coo and make the cutest noises as of late! She is six weeks old now and lovely as ever!

Hamann Weekend!

2008-07-29T19:21:00.000-07:00

From left to right: Taylor, Mary, Alyssa, Lukas, and Madeline!

Maddie slept through most of the weekend, but it was her first time at the pool and her first time spending the night anywhere other than our home! We had such a great time with the Hamann family and all of Madeline's "big cousins!"

Happy One Month Birthday, Smiley Girl!

2008-07-24T14:56:00.001-07:00

I wasn't sure if it was gas or not, but this week Madeline started smiling at us! It's mostly when she looks off into the distance (because the ceiling is so much more interesting than mommy or daddy) but our baby girl is all smiles these days! We're not fast enough to catch it on camera yet...but stay tuned! It's so great! Here is her one month picture as well...in the four weeks that we've had her we've gone through so many different phases, schedules, and emotions! This week she also started sleeping through her night feeding. We'll see how long that lasts for! =) What a little blessing our Maddie girl is.

Maddie's Big Moments!

2008-07-16T14:44:00.001-07:00

First Stroller Walk!

First Bottle Feeding!

First Big Girl Bath!

First Time Meeting Auntie Nicole!

First Faux-Hawk (Compliments of Daddy)

We love our maddie-girl! She's only been around for three weeks, but it seems like forever since she's entered and changed our lives! Other than a few new mom freakouts (did anyone else know that newborns periodically stop breathing when they sleep? Oh man) things have been really smooth and the Lord has blessed us with a laid back baby girl! We have been so fortunate to have friends and family make this transition as smooth as possible...we love all of you so much! She is now nearing nine pounds, and 22 inches! We still can't believe that she is ours!

God Bless America

2008-07-04T10:15:00.000-07:00

We wish that we could be with our families as they are all together today! Can't wait for Maddie to celebrate with everyone next year!!!!! Love to you all!!!

Madeline's First Days

2008-07-03T20:07:00.001-07:00

Welcome to the World, Madeline Rose!

2008-06-29T12:19:00.000-07:00

Greg and I are so blessed to announce the arrival of our daughter, Madeline Rose Hamann. She was born Tuesday, June 24th @ 10:57 PM via c-section. She weighed 8lbs. 8oz. and was 20 inches. Big baby girl!

I will never forget the feelings that overwhelmed me when they first placed her next to me. She didn't cry, her eyes were just big and her and I stared at each other for a good long while. I couldn't stop crying and shaking as I realized that her and Greg and I were about to start the most incredible journey that life could take us on. Greg and I would try to talk about it but it was so daunting and amazing that it was hard to put into words. So we just prayed, cried, and worshipped the God that made our daughter!

We spent the next few days at the hospital as I healed and the three of us bonded. I tried to get Greg to go home to rest and shower, but he didn't want to leave his "Maddie" at all! We were so blessed to have great friends and family stop by and to know that this child will be surrounded on all sides by love! Thanks to those of you who had our room smelling beautiful with flowers, and to those of you who have now stacked Laney's wardrobe for the next few years! (Auntie Adge and Kelly)!

We came home yesterday, the 28th and felt such a sense of peace to be here! She fits right in! So for now we are just figuring each other out and really just camping out in the house the three of us. Both Greg and I cannot wait for you all to meet our Madeline Rose, she's the best!

Father's Day with Tay-Tay

2008-06-18T17:54:00.001-07:00

Our little niece Taylor is getting so big already! She wanted to give her soon-to-be cousin a little hug on Father's Day! What a sweetheart! And what a large tum-tum Auntie Rachel has!

38 weeks...hopefully the LAST pic we take!

2008-06-13T15:43:00.001-07:00

Hamann-Cousins-To-Be!

2008-06-12T03:59:00.000-07:00

In just a few short weeks these two will be out in the world...wonder what kind of mischief they'll make together? Cousins, so I hear, are like that!=)

My Baby Sister (Sniff) Graduates Highschool!

2008-06-02T09:29:00.001-07:00

I can't believe that Kelly is about to be a college student! It was such a special day for all of us because for the first time in a few years all the Baker siblings were together under one roof! I can't wait to see what the Lord is going to do through the life of my little sissie.

Monkey Baby Weekend!

2008-06-02T09:19:00.000-07:00

While our husbands were all camping this past weekend, I had the pleasure of hosting the "better halves" and four of thier adorable babies! It was so fun to think about how much has changed...last year at this time there was only one baby with two of pregnant....next year there will be six babies (at least) with this group! Although it was so fun playing with the babies, we couldn't help but plot for next year...we're thinking spa weekend with the husbands holding down the fort! It was SUCH a blessing to get together and catch up and be encouraged by such dear girlfriends! Makes me so excited to be a momma!

Shooshi's Nursery

2008-05-27T19:14:00.001-07:00

This half has come along quite nicely....hopefully by the end of the week we'll be done with the other half!

36 weeks...and counting!

2008-05-27T19:12:00.001-07:00

Can you believe this thing?

Family and Friends Shower

2008-05-08T18:01:00.000-07:00

What a beautiful shower filled with blessing after blessing. It was such an amazing feeling to feel so loved and supported by so many women (and children)! Thank you everyone, especially mom! You're the best!

Church Baby Shower

2008-04-29T19:46:00.000-07:00

We are so blessed to be surrounded and supported by so many amazing families at our church. We know that our child is so blessed already to a part of such an encouraging church family. The high school girls did such an incredible job at making this shower special...and at making me cry! Love you punkins!

31 Weeks

2008-04-23T19:16:00.000-07:00

We Are Blessed!

2008-04-20T17:00:00.001-07:00

Rach, Shooshi and very excited Grandma!

Adge and Jordy
Little Everett Kim...sweetheart boy!
Greg and our beautiful niece, Mary!
We've been so blessed and fortunate to have so many family members and friends rally around us...we can only imagine how supported we will feel when Baby Hamann actually does come! Thanks to all of our visitors and our prayer warriors...you are such a huge part in the peace that the Lord has given us!

Baby Hamann's Room

2008-04-20T16:56:00.001-07:00

Here's some pictures of Greggers and Adrienne (my sister) starting to prime the room. With everything that's been happening, we're trying to get the nursery done as soon as we can. It's looking soooo cute! More pictures to come later!

Thanks for your prayers!

2008-04-18T02:54:00.000-07:00

It's about four in the morning and I'm unable to sleep. I know that's kind of a side effect of the medication that I am on, but it doesn't really help with anxiety levels much! I've just been awake researching all that has gone down in the past four days, from medications to tests that have been done, and my mind is kind of whirling! I'm so relieved that the Lord is in control. However, I think I'm going to need a few reminders of that throughout this whole process! It is also a relief to know that there is a 99% chance that the baby won't be born within the next two weeks, which increases Shooshi's chances of being born more healthy! Please continue to pray that:

1. This medication that I am on (terbutaline) will indeed slow down and/or stop my contractions.

2. That Greg and I would continue to trust the Lord and lean on Him and one another.

3. That this baby will be born full term!

Thanks so much for your support and prayers! We have the best family, friends, and church family that we could ask or pray for! We love you guys!

Weekend in Ohio

2008-04-07T19:44:00.000-07:00

We had a blast visiting our dear friends John and Michelle and thier precious daughter Evelyn last weekend. It was just so relaxing and refreshing to be with old friends and to celebrate not only the memories but the new and exciting things that God is doing and about to do in our lives! We love you Swidraks!

29 Weeks

2008-04-06T12:45:00.001-07:00

Shooshi is now 15 inches long and weighs almost three pounds! Lately I have felt like there's a gymnastics meet going on in my belly, but it is so much fun! We start our childbirth education classes tomorrow and are so excited to rock n' roll. Hopefully we have 11 weeks or less until we meet this little stinker!=)

Our Spanking New Baselant!

2008-03-22T16:29:00.001-07:00

26 Weeks

2008-03-15T19:59:00.000-07:00

Look! We Gots a Dishwasher!

2008-03-14T18:20:00.000-07:00

This is an ode to my incredibly hard working husband who has transformed this once freak nasty of a kitchen into what it is today! I can't believe how different it looks- for those of you who have been here, you know all too well! Thanks, Greggers! Now all we need to do is find an extra thousand dollars for a new fridge....

Our Crazy Kid Filled Day (and Night)!

2008-03-11T11:15:00.000-07:00

Greg and I watched Ethan and Savanna, the little boy and baby girl that I nanny for all day Saturday. We wore them both out at a local childrens museum! From there we left to go and pick up our niece, Alyssa, and our nephew Lukas to come and spend the night so that their new baby sister Taylor could have a semi-peaceful first night home from the hospital. We set up a tent in our "baselant" (as Lukas calls it) and had such a fun pretend camping night! As much as we love, love, love these children both Greg and I were thankful that we are starting out with just one baby...I can't imagine staring out with a toddler (or two)!

Taylor Rogene Hamann

2008-03-11T11:10:00.001-07:00

Our newest niece was born Wednesday morning, March 5th! She is seriously the most perfect looking baby I have ever seen! Taylor is healthy and is home with mom, dad, and big brother Lukas and big sister Alyssa. Praise the Lord!

24 weeks

2008-02-27T19:16:00.000-08:00

Baby Shooshi at 21 weeks

2008-02-13T19:48:00.000-08:00

It was hard to tell what from what, but these were the best pictures we have! Our child, camera shy? What?

Oh that Hamann family

2008-02-13T19:20:00.001-08:00

We had a blast celebrating Greg's 27th with the Hamann family last weekend. It was so fun to have everyone over...especially our nephew Lukas and our nieces Mary and Alyssa! So cute! We also took a Hamann "Mother-to-be" photo session with Dana, Kelly, and myself! Check us out!

21 Weeks

2008-02-09T10:50:00.000-08:00

It's Almost Nursery Time!

2008-02-05T08:57:00.000-08:00

We (meaning Greg and his dad) have been working on our basement for OVER A YEAR now and I'm so happy to say that we are almost carpet ready! Of course we are renovating our kitchen at the same time (who does that?) but if all goes according to planned...we will be done by March and then we can start on....BABY HAMANNS ROOM! We just bought our dream crib (Yay Craigslist and the Kims) and I'm so anxious to get started!

Happy Birthday Daddy!

2008-02-05T08:31:00.000-08:00

Today is Greg's 27th Birthday. I cannot believe that we have been celebrating birthdays together since he turned 19. Oh, how the time flies, and how the Lord is good! Greg has been the most selfless, committed, and sincere husband, brother, son, and friend. Both Shooshi and I can't wait to see how that will translate into fatherhood! He's going to be the best daddy ever!

19 weeks

2008-01-26T16:05:00.000-08:00

It is unbelievable to me that we are almost halfway! At first I couldn't wait for the baby to get here, and now I'm wondering if we will get everything done in time! We're spending our preparation time trying to get the basement and kitchen done before shooshi arrives! I had my first baby dream since I've been prego, and I dreamt it was a girl! Any other guesses?

Baby "Shooshi" Hamann

2008-01-17T21:18:00.000-08:00

The brilliant three year old that I nanny for came up with this crazy name for the baby, and that sure beats calling him or her "it" for the next five months! So "Shooshi" it is! Shooshers is due on June 23rd, 2008. Which makes me almost 18 weeks pregnant! Oh yeah, and my belly button is starting to stick out! I couldn't stop laughing when I first felt it!

Welcome to our bloggings!

2007-04-10T07:44:00.000-07:00

We have finally joined this blog craze! We are so thrilled about the place in life the Lord has brought us to....He has set before us the joy and HUGE responsibility of raising one of His children! It's exciting to share in this journey with the friends and family that have rallied around us! And we can't really start this story without reminiscing about the journey that has brought Greg and I to place...